I wanted to be brave.
Not like heroes in fairy tales.
Not like that.
Just an ordinary courage that snuck in the drafty front window in our kitchen and found me in the midst of calamity.
But I froze. Mind blank.
For all the bravery I thought I possessed, that I claimed I would have, should the moment arise, I failed.
Whether it dissipated when need barked at it or I never had it to begin with, I was frozen in a time when she couldn’t respond and I wear that coldness like a lead vest. My badge of dishonor.
Flash Fiction Challenge over at Carrot Ranch
May 14, prompt: Danger – In 99 words (no more, no less) write a story that answers the question, “What’s the first thing that comes to mind when you are in absolute danger?”
This is a very interesting take, Sarah. I think you would be surprised at how brave you would be if the need arose.
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It’s possible. I’d like to think so, anyway. Too bad for this one and the woman who needed someone to be brave.
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Yes. Sometimes we won’t know how we will react until it’s required of us. Without an opportunity to rehearse, who knows if we’ll muster the appropriate reaction.
Well done, as always, Sarah.
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True. Fingers crossed we have no rehearsals. ❤ Thanks, Norah.
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Indeed!
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“wear that coldness like a lead vest.” Love that description – it’s perfect.
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Thanks, Teri. 🖤
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Love the human vulnerability in this piece, the pressure, even, to expect so much out of ourselves as if danger makes us superheroes. It simply reveals our humanness and that’s okay.
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We all like to think, when the time comes, we’ll be ready, if not heroic. Responding, doing what’s needed… But, sometimes, when situations arise, we are just that–vulnerable. And not prepared, never mind helpful. But it is okay. ❤
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Missed your biting stories Sarah. They always hit a raw nerve.
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Irene! Hello, lovely! So nice to see you. Hope you’re well. ❤
Hitting a raw nerve? Always happy to oblige.
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LOL. Yes I’m good thanks Sarah.
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Wow, Sarah. What a story. I don’t think we know until that moment what we’ll do and how our response will haunt us.
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Thanks, Diana. (That is so true.) Hope you’re doing well. ❤
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This was something. I must agree with you that until we’re put in the place, really experiencing with all modalities, we’ll never know it otherwise.
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I think you’re right. Thanks, Anya.
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